I used to be scared of running.

There was a time in my life about 13 years ago when I was really depressed. And I just happened to get that way after I had ben running a lot every day and not eating enough. So it kind of turned me off of running for a long time.

Well for the first time in about 3 years (the last triathlon), I went for a run and really enjoyed it. Now, some of my more recent runs have been OK and enjoyable, but this one really felt right.

My running had been really awkward with a weaker right leg and just a lot of wierd asymmetries I couldn’t put my finger on. Kind of like when you learned how to ride a bike and before you got the hang of it, you couldn’t quite put your finger on why you kept falling off.

Anyways, I ran about 15 minutes to warm up and it felt like nothing. Well, not nothing, but it just felt good, and I was running with good form. I didn’t feel anythign like I had a celery stalk for an arm and Patrick Duffey for a leg when I ran tonight. After 15 minutes, I ran a mile pretty strong in 8:30. That’s pretty quick for me. The last time I ran it was more like 10 minute miles. This was after 18 miles on a bike on the veloway about an hour earlier. That workout took an hour.

Yay! running is fun again! Can’t wait to swim tomorrow.

2 Responses to “I used to be scared of running.”

  1. Jough says:

    Running is fun! Much funner than not eating OR being depressed! Running is good for depression actually, when I’m feeling blue a good run helps. Of course, so does sitting and thinking about why I’m depressed and THEN running. Listening to alot of punk rock helps too. Wait, is this a post about running or depression?

  2. e says:

    i get depressed just thinking about running.

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